
(even when things are tough, put a game face on, smile to keep from crying) 
Well Ive been in school about 3 weeks now and 
OMG idk what it is but this semester has me really wiped out, maybe because 
Im taking an upper division English and a harder Math, added to the fact that my theater class is physical (jumping around and making sounds) and my photography class is 6 hours ending after 10pm. 
Idk just seems like I have to get up so early in order to find decent parking, as always at the start of the semester. It seems to be getting better as more and more people drop classes but this is killing me.
Maybe its because i CANT SLEEP!!! For about a month now I have been having nightmares and haven't been able to get a decent nights rest, i usually get to be after midnight or as late as 3AM, and being that I wake up @ 5:45 every morning...
Im killing myself and the vanilla 
capacinno from 7 11 isn't cutting it. The pain in my back is ridiculous and my eyes look like Ive been partying for weeks and they hurt. Also I feel like 
Im having some digestion issues since some days I might not eat until the evening and the I go to bed...maybe 
thats why I feel so fat and outta shape.
On the bright side, I have been doing all of my school work and trying to get my financial aid situation together, then 
theres my cell phone issue, 
yall may have notices I ALWAYS have my blackberry, well I decided to switch providers and 
theyu gave me a Hell of a run around and 
Im still not situated and 
thats been a major 
stressor, I 
didnt realize how attached I am to it, its like my child 
lol. So for the next couple of weeks I will be without my beloved 
BBM or able to Twitter or 
facebook (yes I made one) unless its from a computer, and yes as I mentioned BOTH of my laptops are 
trippin.
I 
dont wanna use the abbreviation 
FML but i guess I can just say FM situation right now, I know it will get better soon but all I want is a decent nights rest, its Thursday night around 10:20, Ive been invited out but declined I need some 
SLeeeeeeeeeeP, after this post I plan on soaking in the tub for a long time and listen to some music on my phone, well no Pandora since my net 
isn't working!!! 
Ahhhhhh, I know better times are 
coming but 
blahhh being in the moment sucks ass

MY RACCOON EYES!!!!! They hurt so bad. S/O to the lady in class who told me my eyes were dark and puffy...as if I 
didnt know...GEE 
THANX!